Jacquelyn

Every time

Fri, 10 Aug 2012 17:07:04 -0400

I smoke that cigarette, I’m choosing to kill myself. Every time I make myself sick, I’m choosing to kill myself. Every time I choose to get drunk, I’m choosing to kill myself. Because I don’t have to courage to take my life at once. Slowly but surely because this depression is killing me too.

Perfect Saturday morning (Taken with instagram)

Sat, 21 Jan 2012 11:29:22 -0500

Perfect Saturday morning (Taken with instagram)

Thoughts for today.

Tue, 17 Jan 2012 20:46:00 -0500

I know it may sound weird, but I’m starting to enjoy school more. I love that I’m surrounded by so many people that are just like me in a way. Growing up, learning lessons; some feel lost, some are in pain, some are just plain happy. I’ve been all of those. I have a weird love for people. There are some people I want to hate, but something holds me back. I can’t help but love them. Even if I don’t necessarily love them physically by saying Hi everyday, I still… love them. I can feel when others hurt. I want to be there for anyone while I still have a chance to make a change. Every inch of this Universe is claimed by God and counterclaimed by Satan, and we can’t sit around and watch the war happen.

I have 17 scarves….. (Taken with instagram)

Sun, 08 Jan 2012 20:11:45 -0500

I have 17 scarves….. (Taken with instagram)

Don’t judge a book by her cover. (Taken with instagram)

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 02:18:45 -0500

Don’t judge a book by her cover. (Taken with instagram)

Everyone has a problem. Don’t judge a book by it’s...

Tue, 13 Dec 2011 21:57:22 -0500

Everyone has a problem. Don’t judge a book by it’s cover, please please don’t. (Taken with instagram)

Vans $15 size 8 (Taken with instagram)

Mon, 12 Dec 2011 17:57:42 -0500

Vans $15 size 8 (Taken with instagram)

Pacsun jacket $10 size M (Taken with instagram)

Mon, 12 Dec 2011 17:56:52 -0500

Pacsun jacket $10 size M (Taken with instagram)

$10 forever 21 Shoes, size 8: ANY BIDDERS? (Taken with...

Mon, 12 Dec 2011 17:56:50 -0500

$10 forever 21 Shoes, size 8: ANY BIDDERS? (Taken with instagram)

Does anyone want to buy these shoes? They are not worn and they...

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 18:14:41 -0500

Does anyone want to buy these shoes? They are not worn and they were originally $40, I will sell them for $15. I NEED GAS MONEY. Size 8 (Taken with instagram)

Final pic (Taken with instagram)

Thu, 08 Dec 2011 18:39:11 -0500

Final pic (Taken with instagram)

MY HAIR (Taken with instagram)

Wed, 07 Dec 2011 20:10:33 -0500

MY HAIR (Taken with instagram)

Maybe if you learned to get over things or forgive people, you would have less people to hate. Maybe...

Wed, 07 Dec 2011 00:58:36 -0500

Maybe if you learned to get over things or forgive people, you would have less people to hate. Maybe more people would like you back.

"When you decide to die, little things begin to happen. You stop looking both ways before you cross..."

Mon, 05 Dec 2011 17:32:43 -0500

“When you decide to die, little things begin to happen. You stop looking both ways before you cross the street, you start answering the door without asking who’s there. You don’t hold onto the railing when you go down the escalator, you don’t buckle your seat belt. You play with matches. You smoke, and breathe it in, actually praying it will make a difference. Deciding to die is actually almost nice, in a way. You stop caring. Even if you are not pro-actively looking for ways to kill yourself, you stop looking for ways to survive.”

- (via shesgotlazerhair)

My cat is the best…. (Taken with instagram)

Sun, 04 Dec 2011 01:12:51 -0500

My cat is the best…. (Taken with instagram)

Broken promises. 2010 was a lesson learned. 2011 was a growing...

Fri, 02 Dec 2011 17:41:47 -0500

Broken promises. 2010 was a lesson learned. 2011 was a growing experience. 2012 will be better.  (Taken with instagram)

Sweetest dog ever  (Taken with instagram)

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 19:38:36 -0500

Sweetest dog ever  (Taken with instagram)

"It cuts like a knife, it's priceless

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 18:45:44 -0500

and it’s as hard as a diamond but been sellin’ it for nickels and everybody’s been buyin. There’s cracks in the basement, the place where her daughter’s daddy beat her in the face, the way there’s cracks in the cement where she can dig her high heels in while she waits for another customer to pour her water in. She says her momma was a little bit crazy, a little lazy, a little biased towards the media mainstream…. when she’d pass out after blazing, just after papa came home late for the hazing, the alcohol made him crazy! That’s when I started praying, praying, praying… but nothing started changing, changing, changing. That’s when I started blaming, blaming, blaming, “We’re all on our own, there’s nothin’ in those stars, there’s no hand out there to save me, save me, save me.” She loved Voque, and American teen magazines almost as much as she loved vomiting. Trying to match up to model woman she’d see on the movie screens..”

Throw yo hands in the air if youz a true playa (Taken with...

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 20:30:52 -0500

Throw yo hands in the air if youz a true playa (Taken with instagram)

Taken with instagram

Mon, 21 Nov 2011 23:47:08 -0500

Taken with instagram